February 2012
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Today is one of these days where my hearts real full and I’m real sleepy. I’ll just lay down and watch anime.
Her
My life’s becoming all too predictable. As if it hasn’t been this way for a while. It’s not like it’s a bad thing, I just want something different. And I guess that’s where you come in. It’s not that I want you so badly in my life because I want to make love, get cuddly, or get all boyfriedny again. It’s just that I want a change of pace. I want to have...
I was standing outside of the gym tonight after my work out and this lady comes out and starts smoking. I’m just chilling enjoying the breeze and I spit over into the rocks. The lady looks at me and goes “Spitting is a disgusting habit.”
So naturally I look over at her, tilt my head, and respond with “So is smoking, maybe we should both stop, huh?” then I spit...
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Having a conversation with a complete stranger
And somehow I’m making sense of things from the past
“Mental stimulation is nice.
That’s why a lot of women are attracted to personalities and not looks.”
“Because they thrive off of the social connection and then become comfortable and appreciative of their partner’s looks.”
So much more makes sense now. It’s like, this giant weight has...
If I’m not traveling the world with you, I see no point in seeing the world with anyone else.
Go outside and cry a bunch
Come inside pretend it never happened
Guess I’ll play Guild Wars now
I can’t take it, I can’t take it. I’m seriously going to fucking explode and nobody’s going to be here to fucking catch me. I hate this, I hate nights like this, I hate these fucking feelings. Why can’t I just fast forward to the fucking future? Why can’t I just avoid these things? Why can’t I just go a fucking night without dealing with any of this...
I just wish I had a car, some place to go, someone to just sit in a restaurant and drink coffee with. It’s days like this where I just get so rattled that I just need to escape. I’m tired of thinking the more I don’t escape and have to face it the stronger I become. What exactly am I becoming stronger to? Or stronger for? Am I just going to be desensitized to my dad’s...
Today is just one of those days
Where I just want to sleep it away. Seeing my dad the way he is, fuck. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it so fucking much.
It's situations like these
That make me grind my teeth down to the numbs. I can’t stand seeing people being treated by other people like this. How on Earth can someone see nothing but money and dollar signs in a situation like that? It’s our job as humans to help one another in our weakest moments. Not exploit them for what they’ve done in attempts to make ourselves feel better. Yeah, we’ve all...
I’m gonna lay in my bed and be lazy for the last time before I have to take a shower, lay down some fresh sheets, go to bed at a decent time, and wake up and start circuit training all over again. Oh weekend, you went by too fast.
I've taken up
Poetry as of late. I’m like John Lison, minus I’m horrible and the shit he writes is really awesome. Consider me a poor man’s John Lison.
I’m laying in bed fully clothed with absolutely nowhere to go. I don’t really have anyone to talk to and I’m still watching the same stream I’ve been watching since about 1pm. Am I a loser? Am I extremely boring? Or am I just totally content with my life..?