The past weekend I’ve spent with my extended family, Lobster Gang. It’s insane to me to think that it started with four dudes and we’ve managed to find a bunch of other dudes who have the same sense of humor, play Street Fighter, play League of Legends, work out, are stoners, and all the other shit that somehow ties us all together. This is just the Michigan chapter of us. It’s honestly such a surreal feeling when we all hang out. So many laughs, good times, awesome sets, and a fuck ton of gambling. I wish all of my Lobsters could have made it. Regardless, thanks for make 2012 so awesome. Really, from the bottom of my heart.
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Tomas strikes again
Power Trip - Ann Arbor, MI
Best vertical leap.
American Straight edge 2012. Shout outs Power Trip, Michigan hardcore, and of course Lobstterrr Gaaaang.
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This dude is the reason why I’ve become interested in League of Legends soon. I’ve always enjoyed playing the “tanky” role in games and such, but usually the tank does a ton of work, and just kind of stands there. With Naut? I can be a huge tank, while shoving his anchor down everyone’s throat. Has the perfect mixture of speed for his clearing of the jungle and an awesome skill set. So stoked on this champ.
2012.
I’m the eyes thats in back of you kid.
So lets do it then..
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I’ve changed a lot over the past year.
I have as well. Even though I’ve gone through extreme lows and extreme highs, I wouldn’t change a single thing. I’m so proud of who I’ve become and what my future has in store for me.
Remember how crazy earth crisis face tattoo seemed at the time? Now it’s not so crazy at all. Idiots will put any crazy goddamn thing on their face, often before they turn 20. In comparison the fucking earth crisis logo seems almost logical and well thought out.
Reblogged for truth.
And I guess my mind’s been being weighed down lately. I’ve been running up and down these stairs so much in the past couple days. My mother has a sinus infection so that means I’m trying to play Mr Mom with taking care of my mom and my dad. On top of helping her with whatever she needs, I’m trying to help my dad so it’ll make whatever she does a little less taxing. Life’s been extremely tough as far as my emotional state goes. In the end, I feel like I’m finding myself stronger on the other side. To express myself to a person without fear of feeling stupid, taking care of my parents, and just overall dealing with what I’m dealing with. Some days come and wash over me like an tidal wave and those days I feel completely helpless. Those are the days where I’m sure she’s found someone else. Where I’m sure I won’t be able to pick up my dad again. In the end I always find myself stronger. Still taking care of him. Still trying to help my best friend with his problems. Still showing my undying love for a person who at times doesn’t seem to even exist. That brings me to my second point of this pointless post. In a couple hours, a very special person to me turns 23. I can’t be there for that person and maybe as silly as it sounds, it kills me. Things like Christmas, birthdays, Valentine’s Day, and those other silly holidays are my favorite time of the year to spend with people. It’s like my excuse to make a big deal of seeing someone. They turn 23 and I’m just going to leave some voicemail in hopes of leaving some positive “another year, another set of awesome memories” type voice mail. Sometimes I think the things I do fall on deaf ears, but if I was gambling man, I’d put my money on the exact opposite. I feel like the amount I do, with the means I have, I’d say she can hear me loud and clear. It’s all a part of my plan. To think that I leave the texts, voicemails, emails, and tumblr posts I do and we aren’t even together? In reality, we aren’t even “friends” but I haven’t stopped nor do I plan on stopping. It’s all a show to show you just how much I’ve grown, how much I’ve changed, and how much I truly am yours.
To everyone who knows me and knows me personally, thanks for being a friend. You’re making this so far the best and most productive year of my life. It’s awesome that you’re all here for me. I can’t express how much it means to me.
See ya around tumblr.
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